Miriam Miller Steps Into the Spotlight as the Swan Queen at City Ballet
Elegance has a way of pouring out of Miriam Miller. Her arms open like wings, her fingertips part like petals. At 5 foot 10, with long legs and an elastic back, she has the kind of line that goes on for days.
But a body isnât everything in ballet. What makes Miller so striking isnât what you see but what you instinctively feel: her aura. Resolute yet plush, her presence has a quiet command and, within that, an almost casual confidence.
At New York City Ballet, where she was recently promoted to principal dancer, Miller, 28, has that rare ability to dance onstage as if she were singing through the steps in an open meadow. âI donât love doing ballets that are performative to the audience,â she said. âI like it when itâs more internal, and itâs the audience looking in on you and seeing you approach and explore.â
Over the past couple of years she has become her own dancer â not Miller dancing someone elseâs part, but Miller being herself. On Thursday, she makes her debut in the dual role of Odette-Odile in âSwan Lake,â with Chun Wai Chan as her Siegfried. The weight of carrying this ballet, for any dancer, is both a technical and emotional feat. Timing is everything. Millerâs consistency has caught up to her beauty. And she is a swan.
Miller has danced with City Ballet for 10 years, beginning with an apprenticeship that just months in saw her making a debut as Titania in George Balanchineâs âA Midsummer Nightâs Dream.â Even at a company like City Ballet where debuts come out of nowhere, this was a shock. Just who was this willowy blond from Iowa City, Iowa? She was young and her performance wasnât perfect, but her radiance and command of the stage were obvious.
Over the years, her renditions of the Siren in âProdigal Sonâ and the Stripper in âSlaughter on Tenth Avenueâ have cemented her ability to use her glamour with steely calculation or with humor. In more exposed roles â in âAgonâ and in ballets by Pam Tanowitz â she possesses an understated, lucid vibrancy. âWhen I feel completely confident in what Iâm doing and secure in myself within the role,â she said, âit allows me to go out there without being in my head, without second-guessing how Iâm being perceived. Iâm just able to dance freelyâ
But there was something else: Life happened. Recently Miller got married and relocated to Westchester County from the Upper West Side. She recently got a bachelorâs degree from Fordham University, majoring in anthropology with a minor in sociology. She found her identity outside of the company, outside of ballet.
Earlier this season, after her second show of Balanchineâs âVariations pour une Porte et un Soupir,â Miller was promoted to principal. Jonathan Stafford, the companyâs artistic director, told her that the plan had been to promote her after âSwan Lake,â but the decision was made to do it before. He didnât want her, she said, to worry about anything.
For years Miller saw âSwan Lakeâ as being unattainable. âI used to think that thereâs no way I would ever be able to get through the whole ballet or to be able to master those steps,â she said. âI surprised myself because thereâs nothing in it that I canât do. I love to tell a story onstage, and I love to have a character to embody, but in my own way.â
To her, simple is better. Sheâs focusing on not overdoing the emotion. âItâs not needed for either role, Odette or Odile,â Miller said. âIt can get a little tacky.â
That is one thing she has never been. Before her promotion to principal, and before she learned sheâd be dancing âSwan Lake,â she was in a good place. She was dancing â and dancing true to herself. She felt respected by her peers and her superiors. And as her debut this season in Balanchineâs âConcerto Baroccoâ attested, she was performing with a certain beaming joy.
âYou never know how youâre going to feel until youâre doing it, and then youâre like, Oh wow,â she said. âYou donât really think, How am I going to hold my expression? Am I going to smile? With âBarocco,â I just was smiling the whole time.â
She wasnât thinking about being promoted. âI felt supported,â she said. âAnd thatâs what mattered to me: If I had good relationships, if I still enjoyed being in the studio with everyone.â
Miller is poised and smart. She has a serious work ethic. And sheâs not prone to sentimentality. When she was promoted, she said, she was happy and surprised but not exactly bawling her eyes out. âItâs not like I was focusing everything on it,â she said.
But driving to work the next morning, she remembered a wish she had made at 15, a wish that she would some day become a principal dancer. Finally, she started to cry.